At this moment in time I’m just sitting on the sofa watching the news about the hurricane that’s soon to come. In about two hours it should hit us but so far there has been a lot of damage. Trees are falling, power outage and flooding already happening. It’s mainly windy for right now but let’s see what happens when it actually hits…..hope everything turns out to be okay…0.o

I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and color my skin
I tried everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that’s not me

Even when I’m walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible Everyday I try to lock my past Even though inside I’m such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet heart You cannot hear, my cries for help
I tried everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can’t be

Even when I’m walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past Even though inside I’m such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Sometimes when I’m alone
I pretend that I’m a queen It’s almost believable

Even when I’m walking on barb wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past Even though inside I’m such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

-Skylar Grey (Invisible)

Can we distinguish the difference between a bad dream or a nightmare? Would you say that there’s a fine line that separates them or that their the same thing? Another night with my mind over working by the countless dreams that I’m having. Yet they say the reason which we dream is partly the mind remembering what has happened through the day, but what triggers nightmares? There I am having a good time with my aunt, uncle, cousins and my sister. All of a sudden we began to feel the ground shaking. To their instinct was that it’s an earthquake, but I knew better! Shouting to them, “get in the house and hide.” Because in no way that whatever was coming could we out run it. In doing so, the thuds of like someone walking begun to get louder and louder. At this point it could only be one thing…a GIANT!!!! I knew no one would believe me till they saw it, the next second I knew they did because everyone started to panic. Closing all the windows and doors, then telling everyone, “you better hide your ass now that you believe me, and make sure it’s either in something or under something, once its in a dark place so that it can’t see us.” Then within that same minute windows and doors began opening on their own, which might have been the works of the giant. Frustrated because my cousin was too flustered into trying to find a place to hide, I quickly grabbed her hand to try and run to hide. But it was a bit to late the giant had already spotted us. In no way was I going to let us die right here and now. I pulled her into a little closet in hopes that it hadn’t seen where we were. But a loud voice said, “hahaha I know where you are.” Then it began to dig a whole in the ceiling of where we were hiding. Removing the ceiling we were then exposed, but using our first instincts we ran into the next room and then quickly into another to hide. Stumbling upon my aunt, my cousin and I shouted, “it’s coming!!!!!.” The three of us ran into the front bedroom which contained a large wardrobe. “Get in and hold the door close,” I yelled. There we where hiding hoping that it would just go away and leave us. But that didn’t happen, peeking through the creases I saw the windows opening and it’s big scary eye looking in trying to spot us. Through the crease I was starting right at it’s eye, thinking that it couldn’t seem me, but little did I know that it did. The ceiling began to crack and that’s when I knew it had spotted me, I jumped out to grab it’s attention because I knew if I didn’t it would soon discover my aunt and cousin. Running for my life because I could feel it was right behind me trying to grab me in its grip. Dashing into bedroom and diving under the bed, I could hear the loud thuds coming directly in my direction. I could feel it over the room I was in, hoping it won’t rip off the ceiling and find me. I heard the crackling and began to think this is the end for me and then suddenly…………..I woke up!!!! Phew!!!!!!

Ever wanted to sleep but you just couldn’t? You try to relax and leave your mind blank but it doesn’t help? You turn off the lights, get all nice comfy under the covers and your like yes time to sleep. But then you realize your mind won’t shut down and your basically just there laying in bed, telling yourself to go to sleep already! Then you feel like your mind is arguing with itself, because one half is like “let’s sleep already damn-it” and the other half is like “omg I can’t just fall asleep because I’m thinking too much”. Ugh that’s basically how I feel right now! I want to sleep but can’t fall asleep yet because I got creeped out and my mind won’t stop thinking about it…….how great!!!!!